Catch up on old posts

  • Throwback: december 7th 2024

    Throwback: december 7th 2024

    “My Relationship with Touch” It’s rare I see the lunge coming– my problem is that i’m always surprised that someone wants to make contact with this form. With me. But I register the new…

  • Hell Is Other People

    Hell Is Other People

    Dove and I painted a wall today. Sitting down to write has seemed like a herculean task these past few weeks– I had some lofty ideas of turning into a more consistent writer in…

  • CHRISTMAS IS CANCELLED

    CHRISTMAS IS CANCELLED

    My packages have been lost in transit. I’m not known for giving great gifts, which is partially why the missing packages come at such a painful blow. I’m down to the last few hundred…

  • A kind of anniversary

    A kind of anniversary

    Once again, I’m writing in the chicago airport. I’ve lost track of how many times it’s been this year- coming from london, to maine, visiting home and now again– I guess I can count,…

  • For When Nobody Cares

    For When Nobody Cares

    This is not the first night that I’ve cried over this stupid book. This isn’t even the first book I’ve cried over. You could probably fill a book with all the irrational things that…

  • My Body Is Slipping Away From Me

    My Body Is Slipping Away From Me

    My body is slipping away from me- I’m not saying I’m getting fat, I’m not saying I’ve turned ugly overnight, but it’s changing. It’s a frightening thing to be so very young and realize…

  • Stupid Hat

    Stupid Hat

    I couldn’t scan my ticket when I got to Secaucus station. This is my third time taking a train in the US, and my second time being in this specific station. I tried a…

  • Update: Jersey

    Update: Jersey

    An snippet of an au-pair job that’s gone to the dogs

  • Mushrooms

    Mushrooms

    I do not want to write a pile of shit. I write a pile of shit and then despair that maybe I’ve forgotten how this whole process works, or if I’ve ever known in…

  • Burying A Dead Bird

    Burying A Dead Bird

    When watering the flowers this morning, I came across a dead bird. I must have gasped, and whispered something stupid, But I definitely stared and stood. The only thing more frozen than me was…